i'am so lonely

let's see ... i'am a shy girl since i was little , quiet , calm I try to avoid people but this has ruined my social life , i dont have many friends and the one's I have are leaving me alone .

I'am surely not saying that I dont like loneliness cause trust me I do i'am just saying that I wouldnt mind having friends sending messages on facebook all the time , calling me to hang out and sharing me my joy and my sadness .

I have no clue how to make real friends or how to make friends stay but what i know and what i'am sure of is that i have me , i have my courage to face my problems , i have my willing to do whatever i want and become whatever i need to be